Ascent.

That hit me harder than it should of it. It didn't even need to be something substantial but its that same crushing sensation from within me. I hate having long in-depth conversations about thoughts and feelings. I don't usually, but i do when they end in finding things out that you wish you hadn't heard. I feel inadequate and small. What's different between me and the next...how long and when and where. Its funny how time works and the effect it has on people. I wish i was in another country somewhere quiet and alone and peaceful.

My cousin gave birth to a boy today. He has nice eyes.

Textual Problems.

Work has really tired me out. Im very appreciative of the money i will be making and how good that is, but im honestly so tired and my body hurts. I am weak.

Trying to work out what to do with myself this summer. I think i need to do/start something that will be useful for myself. I guess i should probably read up on art for next year. I wish i could remember more back from year nine and previous.

Im worried about going to southampton tomorrow. I need to work out some ways to ensure Caitlin doesn't see any of the things ive got her as a present.

Dr. Faustus.