It's Friday.

Woot. Weekend has cometh.

I wish i was out doing something right now. Im so goddamn bored its unbelievable and i spose i do have work tomorrow as well so i dont want to be tired tomorrow. Im not so worried about that though, since last time i was up until 2 after tons of pizza etc and still managed to get through a day of work completely fine.

So i think tonight,
Il probably watch the last episode of Firefly in the season so that ive finished my second run through of it. Then il do some of my drawing and get that started up. Maybe watch another film & then the rest will be spent on this here computer...refreshing my myspace page. KLDHSKDJMKDJ

It was quite cool, my dad finished his last day at his current job today. The people there must have liked him since his leaving presents were pretty awesome and he now has like £250 voucher money and stuff, so yeah thats kinda cool.
HOPEFULLY IT WILL MAKE HIM COOLER WHEN COMING TO MY PAY DAY YEAH?

Today was cool again. Nothing particualy fun happened but stuff has been going ok recently.
I had a dentist appointment, i really don't like dentist stuff, im not sure why? But it went fine either way and i dont need to go back anytime soon or anything which is good.




well


BYE.

PAD IS IN

THE HOUSEEEE YO'

Yeah but it just came now and it looks real cool.
Im proper shattered atm though so ive decided to hold onto my crazy excitement until tomorrow and get a fresh ol' start on mah drawing skillz. blud.

Today was good.
Mothers day is now sorted and i also got food & stuff that was tasty. I also met some sort of insane man who talked about poisin and various other weird things.
He had a crazy snake tatoo as well & he wore leathers ;)
I almost wet myself tbh.

I wached the Dexter program last night and really enjoyed it. I thought it was def worth watching! The main character, Dexter (obvs) is played out really well. It feels awkward watching him and you really get a sense that he's just not quite right.
Definately tuning into it next week.


So yeah,
Good day, s'been nice.

I <3 MUM

DEXTER.

Ive been told to watch it. My friend miles tells me about alot of tv shows and so far all of the ones ive seen through him have been cool. So imma watch it & see. Im not usually a crime program person like i rarely watch csi or anything like that but ive been told this is different, and im pretty open minded about it anyway so
SWEET!


Urgh. Mothers day.
Id completely forgotten about it.
Imma have to spend some money tomorrow on a gift, not sure what just yet though,
Il try and get her something nice since she does do alot for me etc.
Hah, i dont mean to sound so harsh about Mothers day. I just had forgotten about it and had plans for my money so I have to re-arrange stuff now :/
but you know,
IT IS MY MUM AFTER ALL.
I LOVE MY MUM LOL.

- ITS A MUMMY LOL.

Oh yeah, I need some help right.
I was gunna be lame and buy a ps3 but ive found that there might be a better version coming later this year.
Do i go ahead and buy the digital camcorder ive been wanting like in the next few weeks, or do i continue my plan into Ps3ness.
I do like the idea of my camcorder, it means i can start doing my whole
'Lol im crazy, i video everything, how funny is this lads'
idk.
Yeah so if you read this, the 3 people etc. WHO I LOVE DEARLY MAY I ADD
help me outttttttt D:

Mhmm yes

So im still up for this new start.
I havnt managed to get together everything i need yet though, so i havn't been able to start yet :/
Ive sent my someone to get me a cheap sketch pad so i can draw on something proper, replacing the terrible little pad ive been currently using.

So tomorrow

• I will not be so angry &/or hate certain people. (I might not follow this one through)
• Open Marvel guide from page 1. AND BEGIN MY JOURNEY

Im tired.
Ive really got to try and get this stuff sorted.
I give up wayy to easily.
ITS STUPID.

Fresh, Fresh & Fresh.

Im going back to the basics.

I feel like i havnt got he right start with this drawing thing. So im starting from the first page, and im gunna work though nice & steady...no rushes. Im hoping to get a better grip before i get on to the more difficult body stages. I also think im just not putting enough practise into it all, Something which most definately plays a very important part in this.

So my new challenge is just keeping it cool, not overplaying it & pushing myself too fast. Just play it safe and slow until ive built up my confidence on the basic stuff before i jump to advanced ;)

Im also going to make sure i up the blog more often since ive slacked recently.
I blame most of these problems im now having on myself, im just lazy...real lazy.
But i can overcome this, WITH SELF-CONFIDENCE
I CAN DO THIS!
I CANNNNNNNNNNNNN!

(>___________<)

it's back to school tomorrow, AIYEEAHHHH :|
its gunna be preetttttyyy lamee.

So i need to get back into the swing of stuff
Ive had a proper lazy hlaf-term this time round, i mean ive still been out & seen friends etc but when ive been hom eive just eaten, slept and watched tv or played video games
ITS BEEN BRILLIANT.

Only problem has been that i have done barely any drawing
but its all coming back now.
Im not sure where to go with it though atm, i feel like going back to the start of the marvel guide and this time going through every step nice & slowly.
But im worried i will find it all too boring or something :/
idk
il work it out this week or something (:



Ive been checking out Eagles of death Metal, they are pretty cool.
nothing like the rest of the stuff ive been listening too
but i quite like them
Im also really into Damn arms atm.
YUMMY.


Id like to start posting this around soon.
get a view more viewers or something
cause really otherwise, theres no point me writing this.
besides for the benefits it gives me.

Oh yeah, Cats scare easily.

O____________o

God damn I want rid of my wii.
It does nothing for me anymore, and im just never planning on using it. I took it down to Game today to check out how much i can get for it but they've said £184.
I spent like over £300 on that thing. WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF!
Im gunna try and sell it on the Freeads shit.

All of it for £220
that seems fair.
portsmouth people will think thats fair....i hope

Once thats out of the way though,
3 weeks and I will have a Ps3.
God im such a fag ;)
& i love it tbh.


I had subway today, it was nice. Then chocolate, yeah i know IM PUSHING THE BOAT OUT.
Also im proper addicted to youtube atm. Ive been surfing it for two days straight almost.
its nice on there (:

Day Twenty-eight.

Well i didn't post a few days, and im sorry for that.
Ive been pretty busy with stuff & i hadn't done much interesting stuff anyway.

So last night i did a hellboy drawing, just you know
I got told the best way to learn was to just draw something first
then work from that.

So i did it.
& it wasn't quite as bad as i thought but you can def tell i did it at 1am with a partially pitch black room
¬___________¬
So i think il keep this plan up.
and im gunna practise noses abit more, like at different angles.
im starting to get the hang of 'em now.



Anyway;
This half term, My inner geek has got way big. :/
I THOUGHT HE WAS DEAD, like completely gone.
but he's not
hes still alive.


I spent a whole day playing Orange Box, HL:Ep2 & Portal.
and tbh, it was awesome.
Goodbye plans to stop, im back in there ;)
hah, im lame.

I had some freinds over yesterday which was good, im having them stay friday for pizza & guitar hero
which should be really cool.

well, im out.

Day twenty-five.

First day of actual work today.

I have to say, vegetable shops are actually pretty hard work, im proper tired & real worn out. But it feels great knowing that ive earnt my own money. I worked less hours today being my first and all and still managed to get £30 for it ;)
its awesomee!

And my walk home, strolled into the small comic shop on the way. Saw pretty much every comic ive wanted in the past 5 years. I saved my money though since with half-term and that im probably gunna need some spare money to go out and that.

well tonight
im out with some friends
should be good, besides the fact im already exhausted ;)

Day twenty-two.

Holy shit im lazy.
I feel like im repeating that alot on here now, but seriously...wtf

I can't seem to put my mind to one thing for very long at all
and drawing (as far as im concerned) requires time & practise
Both of which im not giving it enough
FUCK.

Im def going to have to sort this out.
Real soon, like within a week, maybe days.


I blame video games & the internet.
Soon as i get home im on the computer and once im there thats pretty much it for the night. Myspace & itunes basically keep my alive. I'd say that's pretty worrying, then again, i do enjoy it. Its addictive.



So i owe Rob alot.
Ive been behind on a design for a box in graphics for awhile & Rob pretty much saved my ass. He did the last couple of sides i needed doing and edited the ones i had. It looks awesome now, really really good. I never would of thought he'd be so good at photoshop before but i guess thats cause ive only really been speaking to him for awhile now. Im hoping to speak to him more in the future, he's a damn cool kid.


Well, im happy right now. Im getting on well with people
& besides my earlier rant, things are good
SWEET.

Day twenty-one.

Oh man sweet, into the twenties ;)

So yesterday was actually pretty good,
I watched skins for the first time properly & yeah it seemed pretty good.
i liked it (:
also i managed to get some more of my psych c/w done and im happy with that
its always the think i want to do but can never bother :/

Also, i feel lame
because i played on the xbox yesterday
I DON'T WANT TO BE A GEEK AGAIN
it was kinda fun though
Dammit.

Today was good as well, so things seem to be pretty good recently.
I need to do more c/w tonight
and also abit more time on drawing.
I think im spending too little time ont he drawing
especially if im planning to carry it on quite highly
(:


but yeah
things are awesome right now (:

Day nineteen.

Mannnnnnnn.

I didn't do anything id planned to today :/ and i feel kinda bad about it. It seems like every sunday i ruin stuff by just no doing anything i plan too. Although i will draw tonight since i seem to do most of it at night anyway, I havn't finished hardly any of my homeworks.
So ive been kinda lameee.

That said today has been nice, it's the first day ive seen some sun properly in agess.
so ive been sat about doing nothing...............in the sun.

Ive actually quite enjoyed it (:

So yeah, this week knock down.
WORK
WORK
WORK


Also, i was dressed as this guy earlier ;)

Day eighteen.

I AM UNBELIVEBLY TIRED.

But i have had a really good weekend so far. (:
last night was really good with the people round
and today i saw more people and had more fun

SO THATS ALL GOOD.

I had some good news as well last night, as
ive finally got a job.
Id been trying to get a job at this vegetable shop and it just never went through
but the guy got in touch last night
and he's ringing me in the week to sort it all out.
so thats also really good.
(:

Im having a day in tomorrow
for revision but also to push with drawing,
ive hardly done any the past two days so i will need to do some tomorrow to keep in the swing.

Day seventeen.

hah.
so i was supposed to be in just quietly tonight.
i now have some friends coming round?
sounds pretty good (:

I will draw tonight, but with friends it means it wont be until alot later tonight.

so im off for food
movies
and people.

OHYEAHSWEETCOOLAWESOME

Day sixteen.

Oh bby;

This week is starting to get a little tedious, not really all that sure why. I guess im letting things get to me this week :/
which is kinda lame.

Reaper last night was really good. Next weeks episode starts up where i left off, so i need to make sure I don't miss it. The little 30 sec preview made it look awesome (:
and, tonight is never mind the buzzcocks. Weds & Thurs seem to be the only day with good tv
but im glad its those programs - they're good enough (:

Watched some more Firefly earlier, I almost watched Transformers too
but i realised how long the film is and I cba then.

Im still pretty happy with the drawing atm, im getting more and more confident with the body shaping. Im now able to draw the structures in more complex positions and that.
which is quite cool.

well. tomorrow is friday, so that means closer to the weekend
Thank God.

Day fifteen.

Firefly has arrived! Sweeeeeet (:
I know what il be watching tonight now, ossum

So last night, i was watching Spiderman 3, which is a real good movie i think. But anyway
I was just randomly doing my sketches while watching of body shapes etc.
Later on though i had a go at a quick spiderman drawing
and
it actually came out alright, its only really a bust.
cause it's mostly incomplete :/

If i can get my scanner working, il post it later on.

But yeah more of the same today, body shapes and all that.
Im actually really starting to get into it now though;
got alot of C/w and stuff to do first though
D:

Day fourteen.

Urgh.
So the figure drawing needs some touching up. My figures have kinda slacked recently
and im kind of moving away from how they should look
BUT
I will sort it out.
I actually will.

Also happy pancake day people. I havn't got any sadly & idk how to make 'em?
But to all those eating them 'OH MAN AWESOME'

Things at school are kind of weird recently.
the actual work is going ok. I stayed for 2 hours last night to finish maths c/w.
but relationships with people and stuff are getting real weird :/
its pretty annoying.

anyway, tonight
=
spiderman 3 movie night?
& maybe 28 days/weeks later
(:

Part two - oh yus.

Didn't go to chichester. or anywhere. Had a lame day in, so i could finish work & stuff. all of which is still lying on my table.
Untouched.

Ive just ordered two books.

• 1001 Albums to listen to before you die.
• 1001 Films to see before you die.

Yeah im pretty much the cap'n of cool now.

I really need to sort myself out. I still can't focus on anything, it's really not going to help me at all this year if I don't learn to soon :/

oh yeah, i tried to make a video to post up here. I havn't though cause it really really sucked.
Honestly it was actually cringe-worthy.
so you wont be seeing it anytime soon...sorry.

also i find it funny that im actually talking as if there are lots of people who really enjoying reading this.
i think its just luke reading this, Hi luke btw, but yeah.
hah.

IM OFF FOR FOOD - I LIKE FOOD.

Day twelve.

Cloverfield.

Was awesome.
I actually really enjoyed it, i can see why some people felt sick though. It uses the whole handycam style really well and its story line is pretty cool.
Also, there was more of the monster then i had been told so I got to see it abit more, and obviously it looks much cooler in the cinema when you can actually see it clearly.

yeah though, go see cloverfield, it's worth it.


Today i might be in chichester, so drawing may be later again. as usual?
Theres a Waterstones down there that always delivers when it comes to comics so im hoping to find either The Walking Dead, B.P.R.D or something else thats good.

The drawing is still on the whole people shapes thing, and i honestly don't think il be doing anything else for a while.
Because you have to learn to draw any shape, im just watching tv and then drawing the positions the people in films are in, so it varies abit.

Day eleven.

Ok, i wont be doing stuff untill later again tonight.

Im off to see Cloverfield in about an hour.
I can't wait, ive been following it up ever since a friend showed me it a few months back.
Hopefully it'll live up to my expectations, although ive already seen most of it anyway ;)



Yeah, i will be drawing tonight, and hopefully scanning
but
it will be at least after 9ish.

so speak to you then, maybe.

Day Ten.

The blog may get boring for awhile.
From what ive read, it's best to stick with the figure drawing (pretty much bulky stickmen) until its like 2nd nature.
and because i want this to come out best, i may be sticking with it for a longgggg time.

This gives me the chance to update on some other stuff though.
First off check out the music blog that im part of. My friends miles & rob have posted up some awesome stuff on it.
http://pantherwaveattack.blogspot.com/
It's good. (:


Right now im watching 300 on dvd.
Seriously, i never thought a movie with half naked guys could be so good.
I'd like to read the comic though now. Its apparently really good

Also, i finally ordered some dvd's ive been wanting

• Firefly boxset
• I.T Crowd boxset

So some awesome stuff to watch once it arrives ;)