Sorry again for not posting up in awhile. At least this time i have the excuse of my laptop being dead, well the charger at least. Managed to commandeer the family laptop for now so i will use it.
I think my parents are just possibly really moody and stressed because of work and coming towards the summer. I hope thats it anyway. They've been giving me lectures on pretty much everything ive done for the past few days, its so fucking annoying. To be fair, right now i don't give a shit about college. I think my lessons are awful, i don't enjoy it and its not where i want to be. Besides seeing friends, the only other reason i went in was to see Caitlin and now shes left i would much rather take the days off to see her. I just want the summer so badly at the minute. Then i get the day off tomorrow and they are getting angry because apparently having fun and enjoying myself on a day off is too much to ask for and i should use it to study. Im sure you've all had those times when you just really want to turn around and say ' hey hey hey.....FUCK OFF WITH THIS'. IF you can name me one person who would WANT to stay home on a DAY OFF (a day not required to be at college) or go into college to study and then i will do the same. what the fuck...seriously.
Through that negeative sounding point though, the whole situation on my side is lovely right now. Ive been going out and enjoying myself and just doing nice things. I spent the weekend at Caitlins and it was the nicest ive had in a long time. Really want to see some friends though...I miss Joey & Luke a lot, feels like i havn't seen them in too long. Again, i would like the summer now please.
So yeah, life is good right now. I think my parents just need to let me have it that way because telling my otherwise is just going to push me further away from what they seem to want at the moment. Love Love Love.
Monday 29 June 2009
Saturday 6 June 2009
Don't re-write it.
It don't matter.
Havn't written up in a long time. Should probably note about my half-term a week ago. Family went away to cornwall for a little break away, ive already told you this bit but im writing it out again for my own purpose. As usual i wanted to stay at home because im pretty bored of cornwall really, well the same old places everytime at least. So i got Joey, Luke, Adam & Rob to come and stay out the week with me, to have a good time and keep me company. Honest to god it was once of the nicest weeks of my life. I can't say that i seem them that often outside of college all that much, especially Joey and Luke, so to be given the chance to spend some time with them was really good. I love all of their company, without them the week just would not have been at all. I got far too drunk, ate too much, enjoyed myself (what could be even too much) and just generally urgghghgh had an amazing week. I did feel the effects however, and still to this day seem to be recovering from a week of possibly the smallest amount of sleep ive had - To the dissapointment of my girlfriend of whom i have been continually falling asleep around.
My exams are all done now which is a lovely feeling. Media ended them on a positive note, the exam was actually a really nice one. I wont say it was easy, not until i get my results, but i felt like i had a good idea what i was writing about and the questions were relevant to things we had been recently looking at in lessons. I hardly went in this week. After the exams and that, i think i deserved at least one week of rest and a break. Felt pretty good. Im back in on what looks like full time table from monday though, not so good.
Work is going good, i know where food goes now. I feel like a true waitrose employee now. Hooraaaaaaaaay.
Something bigs happened and im not sure how to react to it. I have conflicting thoughts at the moment. Honestly, its like something clicked in my head and changed the way i think and im so unsure of why. Things don't feel right, im kind of worried about it.
Im cold, tired and hungry.
Havn't written up in a long time. Should probably note about my half-term a week ago. Family went away to cornwall for a little break away, ive already told you this bit but im writing it out again for my own purpose. As usual i wanted to stay at home because im pretty bored of cornwall really, well the same old places everytime at least. So i got Joey, Luke, Adam & Rob to come and stay out the week with me, to have a good time and keep me company. Honest to god it was once of the nicest weeks of my life. I can't say that i seem them that often outside of college all that much, especially Joey and Luke, so to be given the chance to spend some time with them was really good. I love all of their company, without them the week just would not have been at all. I got far too drunk, ate too much, enjoyed myself (what could be even too much) and just generally urgghghgh had an amazing week. I did feel the effects however, and still to this day seem to be recovering from a week of possibly the smallest amount of sleep ive had - To the dissapointment of my girlfriend of whom i have been continually falling asleep around.
My exams are all done now which is a lovely feeling. Media ended them on a positive note, the exam was actually a really nice one. I wont say it was easy, not until i get my results, but i felt like i had a good idea what i was writing about and the questions were relevant to things we had been recently looking at in lessons. I hardly went in this week. After the exams and that, i think i deserved at least one week of rest and a break. Felt pretty good. Im back in on what looks like full time table from monday though, not so good.
Work is going good, i know where food goes now. I feel like a true waitrose employee now. Hooraaaaaaaaay.
Something bigs happened and im not sure how to react to it. I have conflicting thoughts at the moment. Honestly, its like something clicked in my head and changed the way i think and im so unsure of why. Things don't feel right, im kind of worried about it.
Im cold, tired and hungry.
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