Illuminator.

Sorry again for not posting up in awhile. At least this time i have the excuse of my laptop being dead, well the charger at least. Managed to commandeer the family laptop for now so i will use it.

I think my parents are just possibly really moody and stressed because of work and coming towards the summer. I hope thats it anyway. They've been giving me lectures on pretty much everything ive done for the past few days, its so fucking annoying. To be fair, right now i don't give a shit about college. I think my lessons are awful, i don't enjoy it and its not where i want to be. Besides seeing friends, the only other reason i went in was to see Caitlin and now shes left i would much rather take the days off to see her. I just want the summer so badly at the minute. Then i get the day off tomorrow and they are getting angry because apparently having fun and enjoying myself on a day off is too much to ask for and i should use it to study. Im sure you've all had those times when you just really want to turn around and say ' hey hey hey.....FUCK OFF WITH THIS'. IF you can name me one person who would WANT to stay home on a DAY OFF (a day not required to be at college) or go into college to study and then i will do the same. what the fuck...seriously.

Through that negeative sounding point though, the whole situation on my side is lovely right now. Ive been going out and enjoying myself and just doing nice things. I spent the weekend at Caitlins and it was the nicest ive had in a long time. Really want to see some friends though...I miss Joey & Luke a lot, feels like i havn't seen them in too long. Again, i would like the summer now please.

So yeah, life is good right now. I think my parents just need to let me have it that way because telling my otherwise is just going to push me further away from what they seem to want at the moment. Love Love Love.