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I have found a current obsession for Joao Ruas, I only came across him whilst browsing some random things at college but ive already spend a good three or four hours just looking through the things he has drawn up. I just found out he also now draws covers for the comic series 'Fables' which is going to give me another excuse to travel to southampton again soon. I wish i could steal all his talent, I would happily eat his brain despite how horrible it may look/be just to have his abilities.


I got some pictures today, of some random graffiti that rob led me too. For something in portsmouth i was surprised. I know i look down on this city in general but i have been impressed by some of the stuff down there. I may post up some pictures from it if i get round to it. Im planning on using a few for my media magazine designs. Ive found one that i think i have a perfect idea for. Il try it out tomorrow.


I feel okay today. Personal-wise things are pretty good right now. I just really wish i could work harder.

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I have alot of work to do. Its all piled up from the past few weeks and now i have to try and make my way through it all. Some of it could be avoided, just because the teachers never ask for anything and, although making it sound like a big deal when they hand it out, don't really regard the homeworks they set as being worth collected. So i might just put those ones off for as long as possible. Im working through all the graphics i have to do at the moment. I actually want this done so that i can focus on the project we are doing at the minute, instead of also catching up on old stuff. Got to try and keep focused. Its apparently very hard.

College is alright. Its got kind of boring right now.

I found aload of water colour paints downstairs, which i have safely moved into my room. They look pretty good, and theres alot of them too. I also found a few brushes, all perfect as they are actual proper sizes, meaning i can finally rid myself of my baby brushes (massive fuck off thick things). I like water colours, even just as like a background or something. They add something to pictures, maybe not mine in particular, but some things ive come across on the internet.

(not mine but looks lovely)

Im back to that point of trying to work and push myself, its not quite as impressive as the last time. Worth another try though...

Clearer.

So i think its fair to say i have failed this blog recently. Ive been meaning to finally getting around to updating it but itss been put off on many occasions. Still havn't done it now, and until i have this blog has now been renamed '00:42' after the current time of this blog post being written, until i come up with something better. I promise you it will be fixed up, just can't really say when right now.

Its been half term this week and its been alright. Still got a few days left to go yet and the days ive already had have been pretty nice. Ive seen friends, some i don't see as often anymore, so thats been good. Im heading into southampton tomorrow hopefully, for the second time this week. Although this time my main aim is work, since i havn't actually done any yet, even after promising myself i woudn't leave it all to last minute. Its another chance to spend time with friends though, which i like.

I cant remember what ive done since my last post so i will probably update if i remember anything important to put in here.

Im doing that stupid thing again. Thinking about stuff i don't want to or shoudn't need too. Worrying about things that i could fix if just stopped doing nothing about it. Why do i fail so much sometimes? Why can't i say what i really want to you? Why do i lack the ability to things? Why cant i find a better fucking job? FUCK.

IRGAY

LOL ROB STRIKES AGAIN