Clearer.

So i think its fair to say i have failed this blog recently. Ive been meaning to finally getting around to updating it but itss been put off on many occasions. Still havn't done it now, and until i have this blog has now been renamed '00:42' after the current time of this blog post being written, until i come up with something better. I promise you it will be fixed up, just can't really say when right now.

Its been half term this week and its been alright. Still got a few days left to go yet and the days ive already had have been pretty nice. Ive seen friends, some i don't see as often anymore, so thats been good. Im heading into southampton tomorrow hopefully, for the second time this week. Although this time my main aim is work, since i havn't actually done any yet, even after promising myself i woudn't leave it all to last minute. Its another chance to spend time with friends though, which i like.

I cant remember what ive done since my last post so i will probably update if i remember anything important to put in here.

Im doing that stupid thing again. Thinking about stuff i don't want to or shoudn't need too. Worrying about things that i could fix if just stopped doing nothing about it. Why do i fail so much sometimes? Why can't i say what i really want to you? Why do i lack the ability to things? Why cant i find a better fucking job? FUCK.