Worried.

So,
I just wrote up on a calendar all of my exam dates. And eh.

Its pretty much goodbye happy josh for the next few weeks, I really should 'knuckle down' since I so don't want to fuck up. Im just terrible at all this revision stuff. I cant seem to do it very well. I get distracted & stuff easy.
But yeah, il have to push with it.


IDONTWANTTOFAIL
D:

Nerdbaby.

Tired. Thats pretty much how im feeling right now.

I was actually really good weather today, unlike most of the time here recently. A full day of sun without any rain or anything, brilliant (:
And work wasn't too tough today, no shoveling weird stuff again which is always a pretty big bonus. Ive already spend most of my wages though. On geek stuff which, however much a waste of money, I find awesome. Def glad I bought it ;)

I want my skateboard already.

Genuine.

I need to sort everything.
Literally.

Bonjour

French speaking exam was today, so thats my first one done & gone. Woudn't exactly say it was 'the best start' or even a moderetly good one. But yeah w/e its done & it went better than i though it was going too. Plus i got given a sweet at the end of the test so yeah that was pretty awesome. I guess what I can see now as well is that maybe I should actually start properly revising, rather than just the odd bit now & then. Exams are just getting closer & closer...

I wish skateboarding was slightly easier. I get proper into when i watch a video of the pros & stuff but when i try myself im obv. nowhere near there skills. It sucks quite alot. Practise makes perfect though, they say. I also know a few other people to do it with now though as well. After exams when i get the big ol' 3 month holiday it will be brilliant. Imma try and skate pretty much everday for that, it's gunna be pretty goddamn epic.

anyway, have some hedgehog, your life probably lacks it.

Your welcome.

The gig was epic. No seriously. I really enjoyed it.
65daysofstatic are an awesome band. since it was the first time id heard them i didn't know what to expect really but it was really good. There stuff gets really intense & when it all builds up its just amazing. Since that night ive downloaded a majority of their stuff, which ive been listening through all today.
The other bands were also good. Gay for Johnny Depp were entertaining for all the wrong reasons. When they played it was the most scared ive ever been in my life. I really didn't like the lead singer just because he's so fucking goddam creepy :/
Really good though, I mean, it's the first time a band's made me also cry with fear.

This morn i was in school finishing off even more maths stuff. It was so boring & it seemed to last a lot longer than it should off. Good thing is that it's all done now and so for now i can just do other more important stuff. In fact thinking about that i still have a couple of pieces of work to do :|

For the next few days (or longer) Ms Paint is my new best friend. I am going to love it.

Fail on the standard of Epic.

I have my 65 Days of Static ticket now and yet i still i havn't properly listened to them ever before. I trust Miles & Rob's music taste though and miles' after will be good anyway so im looking forward to tomorrow already. One of the suppost bands called Gay for Johnny Depp creeps me out quite abit but yeah il just laugh it off if it's all that bad.


My ollie is almost sorted now, well in my garden it is anyway. I need to hold up my confidence when im infront of other people. Its going pretty well so far though, and even if im not always skateboarding when i go out to skate, at least ive been seeing people and w/e. It's all good fun.

hah, I suck at guitar related stuff.
(:

£130

Im getting back into the guitar. The only thing i need to do now is KEEP DRAWING D:/ im so fucking lazy half the time. Yeah, im just gunna play the guitar as a fun thing, im not gunna be doing anything serious and w/e, just playing with friends and all that. I imagine it will be pretty good. I just need to pick up like a Radiohead guitar book or something.

Radiohead are my current band of ALWAYS LISTENING TO.
Ive bought pretty much all their albums now. Well im missing about 2 or 3. Im pretty impressed by that. I know a few of the people who read this like them, or at least know of them and that. I really like them though, Amnesiac & Kid A are probably the two best for me. I havn't stopped listening to them for days now.

Although, right now im also listening to Sigur Ros alot more. They are alot different to what i usually listen too, alot calmer and slower. But i just like having it in the background sometimes. Its pretty good.

Anyway, that was me.
talking about music.


BYE

Ohohoh

It was really cold today.
Really really cold.
I was working out back of the shop, so it meant i had this cold air constantly on me
it kinda sucked. but you know, its what pays
and well, I LOVE MONEY.
I had alot of money recently, half-terms changed that though
I spent like £200 within days
its been worth it though, ive got some sweet stuff
and seen some sweet people
in fact alot of sweet people. (:

I really like my friends
i actually get on with my current group really well,
so i hope it sticks. WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

ohyeah, i bougth some guitar strings right.
to re-string mine and all that.
But ive realised
i dont know wtf to do with them, seriously.
you just shove 'em on there or what?
D:


I cant wait for my board to come.
its gunna be sweeeeeeeeeeet.
im hoping this is also gunna give me some opportunities to do some filming and stuff
that would make it even better
(:

:D

Everything is brilliant. I coudn't ask for better right now

Ive got really used to wearing my glasses now. I try and make sure i dont wear them when i obviously don't need to.
but i feel quite comfortable in them now and im not so worried about looking weird and w/e
its really good, and the better vision thing is also i big bonus.
Stuff is much clearer with them on. (:

Today was one of the best days out ive had in ages.
It was really really good, i had alot of fun.
& I got to do some nice things, and i bought some good cd's & it was just awesome.


I had my cousins 30th party thing last night.
It was ok in the end. I was expecting a really awkward family party in which i said about 2 words. Luckily there were nice people there
and it was quite good
The buffet table was awesome. I went up about 5 times, it was wicked cool yo'
I did miss not having my grand-dad though, its not the same without him

I really have been happy recently
(:

lolwut

So i got my glasses today
the shop didnt have much choice, and no MASSIVE glasses that i was hoping for
but i settled for like the 2nd biggest (still not all that big)
but yeah, my nose is even fucking bigger now ;)
hah.
nah im ok with them, im ready for a 'grilling' tomorrow
D:

Also i visited my grandad again today
and i really didnt enjoy it.
t was nice seeing him and all, no doubt about that. But at the end he got upset and wanted me to take him and i ended up having to leave with him shouting out for me
it was pretty horrible :/
i dont feel like a nice person for it at all.

Besides that situation everything is pretty good at the moment,
im pretty happy with everything going on right now
seems like its been my past week or so (:
AWESOMEAWESOMEAWESOME